DH Skies

May 17, 2019 8:43 PM
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Tatiana Vorontsova

May 17, 2019 10:16 PM
It might, given her general personality, have surprised some, but the library was one of Tatiana's favorite places at Sonora. Within it, she conquered difficult things, she hid and read Russian poetry when she felt sad, and - most importantly - she spent much of her friend time in it.

Accordingly, when she decided she wanted to talk, she went to the library to find Dorian. Finding him, she sat down and got quickly to the point.

"Dorya," she said. "When you go home - you dance girls at party?"
16 Tatiana Vorontsova I need Tatya and Dorya Time (tag Dorian). 1396 Tatiana Vorontsova 0 5

Dorian

May 17, 2019 10:32 PM
Dorian was flicking between his stack of books, trying to answer such questions as 'How do you make rain fall on an umbrella without making a sound' and wondering when this had become his life. Not that it was a bad life. He was sort of enjoying the puzzle element, and the questions only started seeming strange when you took a step back and looked at them, and most of the time he was buried up to his eyeballs in a world where that sort of thing made perfect sense, and he was quite happy being there.

He was also quite happy to take a break from such inquiries, especially for his favourite people, and he looked up happily when he heard the Tatya-version of his name. He fumbled slightly with the book he was holding at her question.

Yes. Yes. Lots of girls, all the time, because that's what norm- that's what boys do, ran through his mind as a good answer because his immediate thought about why she was asking that was that she Suspected. But that was not a good answer because it wasn't true. And he had enough secrets, and keeping them was hurting more and more, without actively inventing a whole other pretend life for himself. Also, for all he knew Tatya was asking for some entirely other reason. It seemed possible, at least, that he was paranoid.

"Not a lot, no," he admitted. "Porquoi?" he asked, swallowing nervously.
13 Dorian I can probably get on board with that 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 17, 2019 10:44 PM
Not a lot. Well, that might limit his helpfulness here. Tatiana put her hand on the table, allowing her fingernails to try to trace the grain of the wood.

"When I go Rodzhestvo," she said, "I dance this year. Boy says eyes are more pretty than sapfir." She touched her neck to indicate that she meant a literal jewel, not a more abstract sort of analogy.

"Eto glupo," she said matter-of-factly - this stupid. "No ya chasto dumayu ob etom." But I often think about it. "Do boys always say stupid when they dance with girl who is not - " Tatiana made a face, trying to find a word that would make sense to Dorian and express a concept she wasn't even sure about the nature of. She held her hand below the level of the table as though to indicate someone very small. "I am not molodaya ledi, but also no malyshka. Am in between - but Mama says more molodaya ledi." Not a young lady yet, but more a young lady than a little girl. "No one says such stupid to me at Anya ball," she added for context.
16 Tatiana Excellent. 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 17, 2019 11:08 PM
Dorian's eyebrows shot up at Tatya's comments, revealing that what she had said was clearly of Some Significance. His immediate instinct when she said it was stupid was to assure her that it was not, and that she was indeed very pretty, but then he decided that the comment was more reflective of Tatya's opinion of jewels than herself. It was probably also a bad idea to tell her she was pretty given what else he was about to say.

"Perhaps," he answered her question, "Émilie likes to dance with boys at parties. And sometimes they say this type of thing. It can mean a little - just like, that maybe they would like to dance again with her. It's... flirtation," he added, putting the word into French, unaware that it's English equivalent was the same, and unsure whether Tatya would be familiar with the concept, let alone the name in either language.

"I try to be nice to people, but... this type of compliment, I would only give if I meant something more serious by it. Only to someone who I feel more deeply about," he added, tracing a finger across the cover of his book and trying not to think how the exact same words would be very fitting for the person he liked, even if he'd always preferred ocean metaphors to jewel ones... "I don't know the type of boy you dance with. So I don't know how he means. Do you like him?"
13 Dorian So long as this isn't about me 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 18, 2019 10:27 AM
Flirtation was a word expressed by a roughly similar word in Russian, but it was not a concept with which Tatiana was very familiar, especially as it related to herself. Mama said disapprovingly sometimes that Sonia was too nice to boys and that it might make them think she was flirting, but her concerns about Tatiana were that Tatiana was too childish and talkative and would give a bad impression. She stared blankly at the idea of anyone flirting with her.

"Ya ne znayu," she said with a shrug when Dorian said something she could actually respond to - I don't know. "I know not people at home now. Mama says talk about what others talk about, so we talk Rodzhestvo. U menya est busy." I have a necklace. "I say I get it for Rodzhestvo, then boy says stupid." She shrugged again. "Is stupid," she repeated vaguely. "And why I think on this now?"
16 Tatiana Possibly we can tap-dance around that... 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 18, 2019 10:42 AM
"I don't know," Dorian shrugged, when Tatya asked why she was thinking about this boy now. "You were looking in your jewellery box and it reminds you?" he suggested.
13 Dorian Phew 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 18, 2019 10:47 AM
Tatiana shook her head. "No," she said. "No jewelry box. Bah. Is stupid."

She looked at her friend curiously. "So. It is only boys who talk so? Girls do not say such stupid to you?" Dorian clearly knew more of these things than she did, and was more willing to explain things than Mama, so it seemed natural to follow up with a quick lesson on how other people - western people and Asian people, at least, maybe - did things. "Though your eyes not like sapfir. Or any jewelry. But are nice," she added quickly, not wanting him to assume she meant a specific slight against his appearance. "Not about eyes - just - girls do not the flirtation? Only boys?"
16 Tatiana ...though the day is young. 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 18, 2019 9:57 PM
"Mama sometimes tells to Emilie that she flirts too much, so girls can. But... I am not really sure how it is. I am not sure the difference between flirt and being friendly."

Or between flirting and longing to kiss someone... Interacting with people you Liked was complicated. Interacting with people who you didn't but who might like you was too, he imagined, but he wasn't really sure he had any experience there.

"I don't know so well the girls at home, so I don't socialise so much with them. Mostly Emilie's friend when she visits. She will peep in on me reading and then giggle and runs away. So, your turn... Explain the girls," he teased, suspecting Tatya, as a sensible, non-giggly girl, would find this behaviour just as odd as he did.
13 Dorian Yikes 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 18, 2019 10:54 PM
Tatiana listened intently to the wisdom Dorian was doling out, nodding at the mention of Emilie. Emilie was like Sonia, then. But how was that? Did Emilie and Sonia say the same stupid things as the boy at the party, only to girls?

Emilie's friend apparently did not. Tatiana gave Dorian a wondering look when he asked what she thought of the friend. "Surely I know this," she said dryly. "I am giggle around people who read all the time." This was not, in fact, so, at least not for no good reason.

A slight smile momentarily indicated that she was teasing, but it faded as she grew slightly gloomy. Tatiana sighed and rested both her arms on the table. "All is crazy," she opined. "I do not want husband. The flirt, it stupid. But I liked it," she admitted. "To have stupid said to me."

She did not think she would have admitted this to anyone in the world except Dorian. Dorian was not like her, but at the same time, he was. They were both...slightly out of place, in the places they had been born to occupy. And she trusted Dorian implicitly, as much as she trusted her brothers and sisters - even when she and her brothers and sisters bickered, they'd never betray a confidence. Her sisters in particular, however, were beginning to think more and more like Mama, and to encourage her to be more of what she was supposed to be. So it was better not to tell them. With Dorian, however, it did not matter - he understood these things.
16 Tatiana If it goes wrong, you can trust it is an accident. 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 18, 2019 11:06 PM
"My reading is funny, I assume," he shrugged answering his own question, "I am the funny one. The odd, gone away one. Such a curiosity. Her brother, he is nice though.

"I think that is normal," he assured her, as she worried about how she had liked the flirting even though it was stupid, "We all like to have nice things said to us. Maybe you think about it because you like the person who said it. Or maybe you think about it just because you liked the nice words. Both are okay. Just... work out which one before making any decisions or taking any actions," he advised. Given how often Tatya said love and marriage and everything around it were stupid it was hard to imagine her getting swept off her feet. But there was also the slight naivety to her ways of thinking, and he wouldn't be a good brother if he didn't make sure she was well-protected, both from being taken advantage of and from having hurt feelings. "Who is this boy, anyway?" he asked with a slight frown. "The jewellery merchant one?"
13 Dorian Accidents can hurt 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 18, 2019 11:42 PM
"I go away too if stupid girl giggles at me," said Tatiana quickly, not liking Dorian to call himself 'odd.' She knew that word, more or less, and after what she had found out over the summer, she bristled automatically at the very idea of someone being unkind to him in any way.

She was puzzled by the idea of making decisions or taking actions - what, about dancing? No-one it was entirely inappropriate to dance with would be allowed into a party (except as a waiter or security, of course), so why would she need to put much thought into that? - but quickly distracted by his questions.

"Katen'ka spletnichayet," she said matter-of-factly - Katen'ka gossips. She said this more to herself than to Dorian, as she did not expect him to know the word. "Is Feodor Alexandrovich Polyakov - yego sem'ya yuveliry." His family are jewelers. "So he should know - is good sapfir. These - not like good sapfir." This was followed by a rattle of Russian about color and inclusions, of which she realized, halfway through, Dorian might understand one word in ten. At this point, she stopped with an apologetic smile. "Pardonne," she said. "I do not know all the words in other language. I talk about sapfiry. He should know more than I, but does not say. Instead, says lie about my eyes."

She chuckled. "Gospodin Row, he says look for skill. Maybe I should be yuvelira and he paint watercolor, sew, dance," she joked. "I did laugh," she admitted. "But this cannot be why girl laughs at you. You do not say stupid things."
16 Tatiana Let's try to avoid them then. 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 18, 2019 11:52 PM
"Ah. Yes, Katerina mentions it," Dorian confirmed. He did not know the specific word Tatya had used but he recognised the version of her sister's name. He had forgotten that it hadn't been Tatiana herself that told him this but luckily she didn't seem annoyed. She did seem preoccupied with sapphires, of course. He let her chatter on, picking up enough references to the jewel that he knew that was the subject of her monologue, rather than being an answer to his question, although he wasn't sure beyond that what she was saying. She seemed to realise this, and dismiss it, and he let it go as just one of those episodes of Tatya needing to get her words out.

"I think there is a concept... Poetic license. When you are trying to be creative or make interesting words, you are allowed to say things that are not literally true - for the purpose of having pretty language," he suggested. Tatya seemed very hung up on the fact that the boy's compliment was not an objective fact, which he thought was rather missing the point. She also seemed not to have answered his question, not to his satisfaction anyway.

"Outside of this, do you know much of his person or character?" he asked. "And would you like this? To be a jeweller?" he clarified his question, "Or just to wear it?"
13 Dorian I would like that 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 19, 2019 12:04 AM
"Both!" said Tatiana with a laugh when asked if she would like to be a jeweler or just wear jewelry. "I go to world, see all, get good jewels, make them pretty - but to sell, maybe that not good fun," she acknowledged.

She did not mention that it was impossible anyway, because of course Dorian knew that. A proper young lady could not do such things. This was as much a fact as gravity.

"Feodor Alexandrovich - person, he is maybe more tall than you? Hair brun. Nice clothes. This all I know. I meet at party. Anya shows me, says who are yego sem'ya. Why?"
16 Tatiana Likewise. 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 19, 2019 12:08 AM
"Because," Dorian replied, "If cute boys are going to tell you nice things, and then be sitting about in your thoughts, I want to know that they are decent, honorable and kind cute boys. Not just fancy boys with good family and good money. They need more than that."
13 Dorian Let's be careful then 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 19, 2019 12:39 AM
Tatiana smiled at Dorian. "Next time, I bring you to party," she said. "You can make sure this before I dance with any boy. And I do this before you dance with any girl."
16 Tatiana We'll take care of each other always. 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 19, 2019 1:52 AM
"Hmm. Unfortunately, it is not so simple. You see, I can ask 'Excuse me, are you a terrible rough boy who will go breaking the hearts of young ladies?' but the dishonest people who do such things, they have no trouble to lie when answering such a question. But I will try," he promised.

"Thank you," he nodded, feeling slightly uncomfortable at accepting her offer. In essence, it was an 'if' statement - if he were to dance with a girl, Tatya would inspect them for him. He could accept that offer whilst knowing perfectly well that the circumstance was not likely to arise and it wasn't a lie - it wasn't like he had said that he would like to go dancing with girls. But it still felt dishonest on some level agreeing to a promise he knew she would have no need to keep. "Probably, this is not a big job," he admitted. "I think I prefer to be at the sides of parties anyway. Or stay just with my friends."
13 Dorian I'll do my best 1401 Dorian 0 5

Tatiana

May 19, 2019 11:44 AM
Tatiana couldn't help but laugh at the idea of Dorian just...asking Feodor Alexandrovich (or, in fact, anyone) that.

"Merci beaucoup," she said, slipping into his language.

"But if it is needed," said Tatiana, not arguing with the idea that Dorian would more likely stay to the side of parties anyway, or else with his friends. "Then I do it. No one hurt you, either, if I can stop."

She sighed again, more contently this time, and leaned affectionately on Dorian's shoulder. "Lyublyu tebya," she said, using her own language for 'love you' - it seemed more genuine that way, without the possibility that she didn't exactly know what she was saying.
16 Tatiana And so will I. 1396 Tatiana 0 5

Dorian

May 19, 2019 8:08 PM
No one would hurt him either. That was a big step up, and a much bigger job, than just keeping him safe from girls. He decided to just trust that rather than to question it. Like when Jehan said nothing would make him turn his back on him (except there had been an 'except...' there). He hoped Tatya was counting herself in that number.

"Blagodaryu vas," he returned her thanks.

He found his heart skipping slightly at her next words. Not in the way that boys' hearts usually did for girls, but more... it was a surprise. A nice one, and it made him feel warm inside. As soon as Tatya had given him the dictionary, 'love' had been one of the first words he had looked up. After all, it was one of the most important. He had never been sure enough to use it, after all, there were different types of love, but he understood it.

He had pictured himself using his own languages to tell Jehan that. And it was the same words, for that kind of love, and platonic love, and the love one had for a sister. Still, if he told Tatya he also loved her, that still saved the other phrase for Jehan to be the first recipient of...

"Wǒ yě ài nǐ," he returned, leaning his head against hers and putting his arm around her.
13 Dorian Always 1401 Dorian 0 5